I Was Healed of Asthma – Part 2Posted by j2wu on February 13th, 2010
Traci Morin Speaking at a Special Event
Learn the Spiritual Roots of Asthma
Like I said earlier, asthma is fear of abandonment. I was five (5) years old and my grandparents, who lived in Missouri, wanted me to themselves. My mom drove me up there but she left me behind by leaving without my knowledge. I had no idea the plan and I was very frightened and thought I would never see her again.
My great grandmother lived with my grandparents. She became ill and my grandparents called an ambulance to rush her off to the hospital and since I was so young, was dropped off at a neighbors.
That was very traumatic for me. I was too young to understand. First, my mom left me without me knowing and now great grandmother whisked off and I’m dropped off to strangers. For many years I would cringe when I heard an ambulance and didn’t understand why until much later in life because of the traumatic event.
My parents came back but in the meantime my great grandmother died. Again, lots of emotions that transferred to me as fear. Again, I was left with neighbors to watch over me.
My mom was not a healthy person and many times ended up in the hospital and I had nightmares of her dying. You see how fear can come in!
Later, my parents moved to Mexico. They were suppose to call when they got there but didn’t call for almost two weeks and again had nightmares of my parents dying. More fear and trauma.
Shortly after that I developed asthma. I had it under control until my mom died and my dad was dating a lady I knew was trying to take him away from me and again my asthma got worse and I continually developed bronchial asthma. Until I saw the roots of my fear of abandonment, did I get my healing. I had to come to terms that I could loose my parents to whatever but God would never leave me or abandon me. It is a matter of trust and believing he has my best in the palm of his hands.